Is there a Devil Lying Beside Us?

So, it’s true then. There is a devil lying beside you if you are one of the students who should write the paper, thesis, or even dissertation to graduate soon. Yeah, it also happen to me (I am not surprise, anyway). Not like others who don’t have much time to write because they have classes or even a work to earn some money, I have plenty of time. And yet I am still let the devil lying so close to me, so it makes me do not have a passion to jot it down. 

People, the success ones, give a deadline to their lives. Well, I have done it, but the deadline is not working for me. Maybe because I don’t get the meaning of ‘deadline’ yet. Wow, more than two years work for the campus newspaper and deal with a word called ‘deadline’ and I said that I don’t understand it yet? Pathetic, isn’t it?

Alright, maybe I really should admit it, the deadline is not working for me because I don’t care about it, or frankly speaking, I don’t care about myself. Huft… it’s going to far now. It should be about the paper, not about me and myself. Well… thanks for reading, guys…

keep smile ^_^

Alhamdulillah... Accepted

Alhamdulillah wa syukurillah… something that I really expected happened on Monday. hmm... its true then, man shabara zhafira. The title for my paper is accepted. I love Monday :). 

I went to campus on 11 am and I straight forward to the department office to check whether my paper title is already accepted or not yet. And praises to Allah, its already there. The letter for my advisor is there. Yeah… its time to fight now.

Thinking about meeting my beloved advisor for the first time made me so nervous. Well, nervous or not, it should be done. So, I did it. I met my beloved advisor for the first time and bring nothing. Aha, I didn’t start to write the paper yet. Fortunately, it was okay for him. 

By the way, there was something interesting at that time. Mr. Advisor asked me why I’m so late to submit the title. My answer was only a beautiful big smile ^__^. Then, he guess it and its true. He said I’m late because of joined in student’s organization. Yup, its true, only, it really was my fault. One hundred person mine. It was me who cannot manage my schedule. I said it to him, but he wasn’t agreed. Yeah, I know who my advisor is. Actually, he would be a little impressed if I said the name of organization. He is mastered in writing, and having students who joined in campus newspaper will make him happy, I thought. ^_^a

Anyway, Alhamdulillah... 

and.... lets fight!

Dan Azed

Toshiba Satellite L645, it should be posted on April 2 2012

Man Shabara Zhafira

This is not a holiday, but I’m perfectly off. The only differ from holiday is I cannot enjoy this time, because there is something I expecting happen. Unfortunately, it’s not happening yet. Anyone wants to know what it is? Anyone read this post? Well, I hope there is someone read it, so I can imagine I am talking to someone. Not only speak to myself. (^-^)

 Well, at this time I am expecting something called accepted. On March 13^th 2012 I have already send my abstract to Mr. Oyon, the front office of my department. Yeah, I am going to write a paper, so that I can graduate from this university soon. (It’s already late actually, but better late than never, right?) Usually, it takes 2 weeks or more for Mr. Havid, the lecturer who are dealing with the student’s abstract, to check it whether it can be accepted to be a paper or not. It is March 29^th 2012 now and it means that I already waiting for more than two weeks. Ya Rabb… help me…

It is said that someone who is a patient person will be lucky. Man shabara zhafira. That’s what I am doing right now. I will wait it patiently and let Allah SWT decide the right time to make it happen. It will be perfect in the right time, Insya Allah…

Coba Dulu, Pasti Bisa

            Barusan terima sms dari ukhti Yaya. Ada job translate. Wow… disaat waktu yang labil ini, ada tawaran job datang. Huft…terima gak ya? Jadi deg-deg-an.

            Sebenarnya, aku punya banyak waktu luang untuk mengerjakan job ini, namun seperti yang kutuliskan di atas, waktuku sedang labil. Tidak jelas. Saat ini aku masih dalam proses pencarian judul skripshit, ups… skripsi. Nah, untuk mencari judul ini, aku butuh mood yang pas dengan situasi dan kondisi yang mendukung. Jadi, takutnya job ini mengganggu moodku untuk mencari-cari judul tersebut. (dari dulu sudah kucoba cari di bawah bantal, tapi yang namanya judul itu belum kutemukan :p)

            Jasa translate. Hmm… salah satu lowongan pekerjaan untuk mahasiswa jurusanku. Sebelumnya aku sudah sering dapat tawaran dari teman-teman, namun selalu kutolak. Alasannya, tentu saja karna aku punya system mood yang kurang terstruktur. Aku butuh mood yang bagus untuk mengerjakan sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan pekerjaan dan tugas. Ckckck. Parahnya, mood ini sering datang disaat yang tidak tepat, malah seringnya tidak datang. Hehe. So, kalau hanya sebatas tugas kuliahku, aku nggak begitu cemas. Nilaiku, urusanku. Nilai jelek aku yang tanggung malu, nilai bagus aku yang bangga. Nggak merusak hidup orang lain. Kalau pekerjaan, hmm… aku nggak mau main-main dan mempermainkan orang lain. Aku takut saat kuterima job itu, mood bagusku absen terus, keprofesionalanku dipertanyakan. Teman yang mempercayakan jadi kecewa. Habbluminannasku jadi rusak. Wuih… sangat tidak bagus dan aku tak suka itu.

taken from google picture

            Saat ini, tawaran itu datang lagi, di waktu yang sangat labil. Aku jadi nervous stadium akhir. Satu sisi, aku mau mencobanya. Di sisi lain, aku takut system moodku masih belum terstruktur. Hmm… seperti biasa, aku pintar  menyemangati diri sendiri. So, aku katakan pada aku, coba dulu, pasti bisa. (^_*) Kunci dari semua pekerjaan itu adalah, mulai dengan basmalah, kerjakan, maka selesai. (tuh kan aku pintar? :p)

            Okelah kalau begitu. Aku terima job ini. Ukhti Yaya, syukron jazakillah atas tawarannya.

Dan Azed,

New Aspire, 7 Maret 2012

Having a Golden Time???

Golden time, it always remind me to my reading lecturer, pak I. It doesn’t mean that he was the first person who told me about that, I already knew the phrase before he told me so. Only, when he told about this to the whole class, I really familiar with that phrase. I was still worked in Ganto (college newspaper) at that time, so it means that I have to always aware about idea that came to my mind. Unfortunately, the golden time is not always coming in the right time. That’s what pak I told me about.

image source: google image

Its not always coming in the right time, yup, that’s what we call golden time. It is a time when you really have many great ideas. About anything. If you are a student, golden time is when you really have many idea to do your project or your assignment, but its not always come when you are studying. If you are a businessman, golden time is when you have many creative ideas about your business, and the time when the ideas coming to your mind is not always when you are in your desk, force yourself to think about your business. No. Golden time appear randomly. If you are a writer, at least have a blog to write, golden time is the time when you really get many ideas to write about. That time is not always appear when you open microsoft word in your computer or open your notebook and get ready to write. (you already get the meaning from the first example, don’t you? Hehe, I just want to make this writing a little bit long (^_*)V).

Owh, by the way, We are going to focus in a golden time for the writers.

image source: google image

Of course we get ready to write because we have something to write, more or less we need to write something, but this is not the time we are talking about. Golden time come when we don’t have microsoft word in front of our eyes or notebook and we are not in the middle of getting ready to write. The ideas just come to our mind whatever and whenever it is. For instance, when we are going to sleep, our eyes are close but our mind still walking around, suddenly many ideas come. So, its the golden time. 


Another example, (I have said that I’d like to make this writing a little longer, right?), when we are waiting for a bus or are in the bus, unexpectedly we get ideas to write. Well, it is the golden time. We should appreciate that time. Really. Trust me it’s work. Ups,I mean, it is very precious.

Yes, golden time is not coming once in a day, it could come many times because as I wrote, it just come whenever it is. However, the ideas that coming in a golden time will not appear in another time. That’s the point. So, that’s why we should appreciate this time. Why? Because golden time is when the ideas come to your mind just in that time. The ideas are very good and it will not coming in another time. So, we have to prepare our self to get golden times and welcoming the ideas that are coming with these times.

How?

image source: google image

Here it is. Make sure we always bring a small notebook and a pen with us. So when we get a golden time we can take a note about the ideas that coming trough. Man is created to forget, and by taking a note directly when the golden time come, we will not forget the ideas. As it is named golden, it is very valuable. The ideas from a golden time will make a good creation, but if we don’t write the ideas coming directly, it will really hard to remind it again. Sometimes, it never comes anymore until we see someone’s creation that conclude the ideas that we lose. By the time, the only thing we could say, huft.. I thought so.
well, lets get ready for up coming golden time, guys...
d(^_^)b

Dan Azed,

Payakumbuh, 00.20 am 

Thursday, January 11, 2012.